WANI TRAVEL TOUR

It is not always perfect on the other side. I always observed how happy a couple walking the street and feels like it's a happy ending. But I would never know what is happening behind those smiles, the holding hands and the laughter in between conversations. I have been imagining my life is as perfect as that. What I didn't know is that the future is Allah to hold and nothing in our hands could change that. Growing up has been a lot of ups and downs. It starts when you are rearranging your life and choosing your career path. The career that would make more money or the one that would make your life contented. Whether you are going to climb the stairs uphill or in a lower gradient. You are still not sure what the future holds, but this decision will determine what lies ahead. It is always convenient to be clear of the decision and the consequences.  When I was so little, I am thankful enough that my parents always bring me close to Allah. I can always depend on Him on a...

Lets go back to 2007, yeah… I was only 20 at that time. So young, naive (ugh not reallly) and free. I know what I am capable of at this time I suppose. I traveled overseas without my parents for the first time. I am only with my friends. I have to deal with life far away from my own hometown, family, friends and culture. I always have that feelings when I am in a new place that “YES, NOW I CAN START FRESH’. Well rest assured, I am the same old m e doing the same thing over and over again. #demit I am so grateful that I have seniors whom picked us up at the airport and send us to our hostel. Help us out buying our necessities. Yeah, those are the days. They guide us spiritually and even brings us to our first europe tour. So, there we are, our first winter retreat. Listen to usrah from the seniors. I still remember we were in Leicester (my dad use to study here) at that time  (I went through the photos back and it was in Loughborough) . I met few friends including ex - classmat...

I would like to contribute this page/ blog to my children whom going to know how to read soon. So that, they would know mummy better. And to date, my life has changed a lot this past 10 years. Graduated as a doctor. Started working. Got married. Had 2 cute babies. And now I am still struggling. Have had to take Master to pursue my carrier as a physician. That is a brief about what had happened since this blog has 'bersawang'. My travelling habit haven't died off since I graduated and left Ireland. Well, they say old habit die hard. That is what I am now and forever. It is not too late to reminisce my old travel photos and telling my old travel stories. I am not that old  tho. The memories may seems a lil bit blurry. But the photos clearly did not say the same thing. My motto of travel is always, a step, a thousand photos. (Setapak seribu gambar). Therefore, I will go thru back my old photos to write a story here. Just bare with me. With this current hectic life of mine,...

template dlm EMR Hazwani Ismail 25 y/o lady NKMI, NKDA pb: 1) daydreaming 2) weight gain in o&g dept 3) minimal balance in bank acc Currrently, still daydreaming tolerating orally too well laying in formot of lappy o/e not alert, too hot, atachypneic very good hydration bp 90/60 p 72 physical grossly normal bloods inv: normal MRI: there's a huge empty space written, u should study for viva!!!! plan: - to read o&g book - close fb acc - read an exciting book - dancing everyday and eat less - stop going to malls

Imam Ghazali telah memperkenalkan 6 peringkat muhasabah diri, boleh kita cuba: 1. Musharatah: letak syarat pada diri sendiri  2. Muraqabah: memantau diri semasa melakukan apa2 3. Muhasabah: audit diri selepas melakukan apa2 4. Mu’aqabah: mendenda diri untuk mengawal (cth: klu terlepas solat jemaah, dia denda diri sendiri untuk puasa keesokan harinya) 5. Mujahadah: terus-menerus melawan hawa nafsu 6. Mu’atabah: kritik diri (hawa nafsu) dan tambahbaik

hoit!!!! i am so damn frustrated with the shop that i sent my iphone for unlocking.... it is so damn slow.... everytime i asked when it is gonna be ready they juz gonna say in a few weeks!!!!! arghhhh.. plz Allah, make my patience stronger each day. =)

yawwww I am entering a world full of envy, jealous and fear.... hehe... it is the LOOKBOOK... well u can defo see my new widget...hoho... iam sooo foolish to be influenced by the media. as far as i m concerned i am included in the millenium ppl, and therefore, this is part of being it. huhu... m enjoying myself. but lets not go overboard shall we. till then. tata. i am going girls day out again. the one that had been postponed.. booyaa

well here it goes..... I am indecisive, so I have difficulty when it comes in choosing what I wanna wear and what should I buy or not. Therefore I decided to have everything so that choosing is not difficult. but then again I got fed up so easily coz life is a changing process. damn it i realised it late. lol. therefore, I decided to be single so that there is still  a broad opportunity to be with different kinda guy and at the same time be flirtatiously flirty. WOW that sounds sooooooo bitchy. but wateva. that is my dark secret out in the open!!!!! WHOA!!!!

third time this year????? r u kidding me.... is it a call for giving up.........ugh.. tough one well, that was just another drama of my life... huhu since I just called to serve my country, I cant be more than thankful to Allah. I got to do good deed and at the same time earning for myself...huhu but I think with my huge appetite with shopping, I need to think of another side job.... what do u suggest fellas????... huhu... gimme some ideas.... i am not that young anymore... i need to sort out my life before it's too late.... adios amigos

"Payphone" (feat. Wiz Khalifa) I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I spent on you Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two? Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember, The people we used to be... It's even harder to picture, That you're not here next to me. You say it's too late to make it, But is it too late to try? And in our time that you wasted All of our bridges burned down I've wasted my nights, You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed, Still stuck in that time, When we called it love, But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I spent on you Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two? If "Happy Ever After" did exist, I would still be holding you like this [Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit [Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it. [Video:] One more fucking ...

booyah. that's all about it!

Answer: close to high maintenance lol! I do dress up anywhere! like literally, even to pasar malam. wear make up, everytime i go out. wear high heels spend money on mani, padi, facial damn it, is that really a good thing. you see, it's not hard to make choices, if u know what is right and what is wrong, u can b a good muslim right away. that is what i am aiming for. for all i know, i always remember Allah through thick and thin. please let it be this way forever. ameen.

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful Oh Allah, My heart had been hurt so many times, I know I have to learn to be strong. Please make my heart stronger. Oh Allah, I have done so much wrong to You and to Your servants. Please forgive me and also give me a chance to ask forgiveness to ppl I hv been wronged to. Oh Allah, I want to follow the correct path in Your world. Please open the good road and close the bad road for me Allah. Oh Allah, I am the person who do something for return. Please put sincerity in my heart. Ameen.

Well well well looks like life is a changing process after all. there is a huge magnitude of that which is happening to me. i should not let myself digging my own grave, but if i do, i should be prepared. lots of things has been completely disaster for the past few days and weeks!!!!! stresssed!!!!lol

I have several modalities for texting with 2 different devices: Modalities: Whatsapp skype- alia_hazwani Facebook chat- text message, 083*****80 email- MSN messenger twitter - hazwanitcd Devices: iphone laptop use either if u cant get me on one of them. LOL. p/s: I only looking forward to a particular person's text only and the rest r just filling up the gap in between. LOL

There is a lot of things u can get from GOOGLE. and by alot i mean ALOTTTTTT. lol. this is hard for me. And seriously this is not funny. I've recently updated my skype status with, 'I googled something FUNNY' and actually there is nothing funny about it. It is actually, about me getting a job in Canada. I dunno, I can do alot of crazy things and most of it is just plain crazy. I was thinking of working abroad and how nice it would be. I can do anything, not just a doctor. I am capable of doing anything. lol. I know it would be nice to work in CANADA!! After a heartful conversation with my friends juz now regarding working back home??? hehe. I changed my mind in a matter of a sec. hehe. Please pray for the best. =)

Girls. Am I still one? I'm a grown woman now. lol. but there's no such thing as woman talk, but there could be mum's talk. I'll do that when I'm one. hehe. So, there is this Girls talk I had, and seriously I found out that confronting can be comforting. Seriously, when I wanted to talk, I will find someone whom I trust, comforting and can listen very well. Friends are the best gift in the world. Dont hurt them, dont lose them and importantly dont forget their birthdays!!! lol. jk. I love making my friends happy, but it's hard to sometimes not to hurt them coz i have a bad mouth, lol, i will try hard tho. To all myfriends, I LOVE U GUYS, I'm really3x sorry if I hurt all of u, I didnt meant to, it really3x wasnt my intention. =) FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!

Damn it.... i am a true emotional eater...... cant help it not to eat..... i dunno.... iam just a pathetic girl, who tried to lose weigth and always failed....hoho... here's are some of my motivations Shape up Many people find themselves stuck on the weight-loss carousel. These people have been going around in circles on different diets and weight-loss programmes before returning to the same spot, losing time, energy, finances and their belief in exercise. You may be one of them. Very often all it takes is one look at a client's food diary and it soon becomes apparent where improvements can be made. The stumbling block to achieving the success you crave is simply that you don't care about it enough. People who care take action, and their video matches their audio. You cannot look great naked without changing your eating patterns or doing exercise. George Bernard Shaw said: "Doing what needs to be done may not make you happy, but it will make you great." Commitment...

I dont know whether this is a good thing or not.. i presume it is. lol so, I recently discover that my passion towards food, like preparing them, admiring the taste and also enjoying the moment while eating it has improved since I have been start detoxing myself for about a week. not fully but kinda partially. I felt that, whenever I ate any kind of food be it coffee, wheat cracker, or piece of scone, it feels like the taste are extrapolate inside my tounge. i dont really confirm that any of this true, or it is juz my appetite during winter has gone up or am i fantasizing things. but, sincerely, this is how I feel. I am really happy that I can enjoy food and still lead a healthy lifestyle. Feeling guilty once or twice is normal. But when it comes to the sense where you consistently feeling guilty after having a meal, u should recheck what is going on with yourself! lastly, take care during this winter season. Be cautious and avoid accident. lol. this is a reminder to myself actually. h...

true!! A friend with a repetitive stocks of jokes! but still, they are just ever green! it's like, the joke never fades. cool huh. me no joker. juz crazy i think. and not in a good way. lol. and the most pathetic thing is that i also laugh at my own joke. damn pathetic. lol. yeah sometimes i use to be a laughing stock as well coz of my stupidity, ignorance or even craziness. but most of the time it is stupidity that allow others to make fun of me. laughing release endorphins too. the happy hormone. what makes me happy are the things that doesnt makes me sad. as easy as that. keeping everything non-stressful in't hard. compose and firm and dont let yourself fall. be Happy!!!!!!