not my fault...

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it is not a disorder if it is not disabling, distressful or causing difficulties.... and thus my problem is not a disease. i'm insensitive. it's not my fault, i've binned those pittiness deep in the sea the day he walked away. not blaming tho, i was this kinda person eversince. no emotions, juz thoughts. so i should be as rational and justifiable as u want me to be. that is why i am easily influenced, it is hard to know my stance. i can be any person that i want to be. lazy and crazy or even productive and hardcore! haha.... saket perot!!!!!duhhhh

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