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not my fault...

it is not a disorder if it is not disabling, distressful or causing difficulties.... and thus my problem is not a disease. i'm insensitive. it's not my fault, i've binned those pittiness deep in the sea the day he walked away. not blaming tho, i was this kinda person eversince. no emotions, juz thoughts. so i should be as rational and justifiable as u want me to be. that is why i am easily influenced, it is hard to know my stance. i can be any person that i want to be. lazy and crazy or even productive and hardcore! haha.... saket perot!!!!!duhhhh

normality vs humanity

psych is just a new level of medicine, not like a higher or lower kinda thing, just different. so today I was sitting and listening during ward rounds with the team, appreciating his advices more likely. and somehow, I found his words very much inspiring (because I wasnt sleepy exactly like last time). He was talking to a patient how they are improving, and it is a good way to acknowledged their achievement. He also mentioned bout how compliance and motivation can makes you feel better apart from taking the right therapy or medications. And on top of things, I was mesmerized or even come to realisation that he said, being ill or mentally ill to be specific, didnt make you less human and being normal or not mentally ill wouldnt make you more human as well ( this is not his exact quote but I just rephrasing to make it more clearer). So, I would say that, making judgement about others would not be the kinda life you want it to be. perfectionist is just an expectation, being perfect is tr

tv list!

Mon- desperate housewives Tue- Chucko Wed- how I met your mother Thur- Vampire Diaries Fri- ANTM cycle 16 wooohooooo.... it's gonnabe alot of FUN!!!!

Even without turning on the heater...

my room still feel warm... or am I having hot flushes like Bree when she undergo her menopause? LOL.... lets not jump into anything you dont wish for.... maybe I'm sick with chilling n my body decided to stay warm n hot!!!! duhhh..... currently not doing my best for things I dislike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just try harder to the point I disgust it!!!!hehe

Team Bartowski!!!

Agent Casey, Agent Walker and Special Agent Karl Michael is on their move to be the best spies ever...... and today's mission succeed with a lil bit of interruption! but still, general beckman is proud of us for what we worked for!!!!yeay.... complete the rest of the mission for tomorrow n we'll sure survive!!! lol

this is weird....

My life is a weird path..... Since I was born, I was never a normal person! hahah..... I was born on the day my aunt got married! I'm so much different from the rest of my family, actually everyone in my family has a very distinct personality, so mine wont count different then, SKIP! How about friends? among my friends, m outside the norm according to them, I ate alot, teeth freak, drink alot, ramble about iphone, changing opinion rapidly and frequently..... ahahah... differ alot in taste of GOOD AND HAPPY RELATIONSHIP!!!!! lol...cant argue much coz I'm not in one tho. Actually, this post trigger me because, I recently lost taste of malay/indo songs because I'm quite attached to english series atm, and those songs dont suit my ear anymore..... WEIRD I would say....ahahha....funny enuff, and I decided to delete them instead skipped everytime it starts... that's about it.... the earlier part was just intro n ramble to make things more dramatic.... as if it was!!! till t

I dont need you....

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Me getting fatso! I dont need the mirror to told me I'm fat I dont need the my tight jeans to told me I'm fat I dont need the scale to told me I'm fat and seriously, i dont need YOU to tell me I'm fat, coz u r a fatso too!!!!!! LOL