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insaf mode

Imam Ghazali telah memperkenalkan 6 peringkat muhasabah diri, boleh kita cuba: 1. Musharatah: letak syarat pada diri sendiri  2. Muraqabah: memantau diri semasa melakukan apa2 3. Muhasabah: audit diri selepas melakukan apa2 4. Mu’aqabah: mendenda diri untuk mengawal (cth: klu terlepas solat jemaah, dia denda diri sendiri untuk puasa keesokan harinya) 5. Mujahadah: terus-menerus melawan hawa nafsu 6. Mu’atabah: kritik diri (hawa nafsu) dan tambahbaik

owh patience

hoit!!!! i am so damn frustrated with the shop that i sent my iphone for unlocking.... it is so damn slow.... everytime i asked when it is gonna be ready they juz gonna say in a few weeks!!!!! arghhhh.. plz Allah, make my patience stronger each day. =)

I need to get ready

yawwww I am entering a world full of envy, jealous and fear.... hehe... it is the LOOKBOOK... well u can defo see my new widget...hoho... iam sooo foolish to be influenced by the media. as far as i m concerned i am included in the millenium ppl, and therefore, this is part of being it. huhu... m enjoying myself. but lets not go overboard shall we. till then. tata. i am going girls day out again. the one that had been postponed.. booyaa

hey I got a not so secret to tell

well here it goes..... I am indecisive, so I have difficulty when it comes in choosing what I wanna wear and what should I buy or not. Therefore I decided to have everything so that choosing is not difficult. but then again I got fed up so easily coz life is a changing process. damn it i realised it late. lol. therefore, I decided to be single so that there is still  a broad opportunity to be with different kinda guy and at the same time be flirtatiously flirty. WOW that sounds sooooooo bitchy. but wateva. that is my dark secret out in the open!!!!! WHOA!!!!

m looking for side income...

third time this year????? r u kidding me.... is it a call for giving up.........ugh.. tough one well, that was just another drama of my life... huhu since I just called to serve my country, I cant be more than thankful to Allah. I got to do good deed and at the same time earning for myself...huhu but I think with my huge appetite with shopping, I need to think of another side job.... what do u suggest fellas????... huhu... gimme some ideas.... i am not that young anymore... i need to sort out my life before it's too late.... adios amigos

it is all wrong. for me n the future.

"Payphone" (feat. Wiz Khalifa) I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I spent on you Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two? Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember, The people we used to be... It's even harder to picture, That you're not here next to me. You say it's too late to make it, But is it too late to try? And in our time that you wasted All of our bridges burned down I've wasted my nights, You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed, Still stuck in that time, When we called it love, But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I spent on you Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong Where are the plans we made for two? If "Happy Ever After" did exist, I would still be holding you like this [Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit [Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it. [Video:] One more fucking

I wont let myself near that feelings called HURT

booyah. that's all about it!

I took the high maintenance test

Answer: close to high maintenance lol! I do dress up anywhere! like literally, even to pasar malam. wear make up, everytime i go out. wear high heels spend money on mani, padi, facial damn it, is that really a good thing. you see, it's not hard to make choices, if u know what is right and what is wrong, u can b a good muslim right away. that is what i am aiming for. for all i know, i always remember Allah through thick and thin. please let it be this way forever. ameen.

Oh Allah

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful Oh Allah, My heart had been hurt so many times, I know I have to learn to be strong. Please make my heart stronger. Oh Allah, I have done so much wrong to You and to Your servants. Please forgive me and also give me a chance to ask forgiveness to ppl I hv been wronged to. Oh Allah, I want to follow the correct path in Your world. Please open the good road and close the bad road for me Allah. Oh Allah, I am the person who do something for return. Please put sincerity in my heart. Ameen.

gotta study!

Well well well looks like life is a changing process after all. there is a huge magnitude of that which is happening to me. i should not let myself digging my own grave, but if i do, i should be prepared. lots of things has been completely disaster for the past few days and weeks!!!!! stresssed!!!!lol

texting

I have several modalities for texting with 2 different devices: Modalities: Whatsapp skype- alia_hazwani Facebook chat- text message, 083*****80 email- MSN messenger twitter - hazwanitcd Devices: iphone laptop use either if u cant get me on one of them. LOL. p/s: I only looking forward to a particular person's text only and the rest r just filling up the gap in between. LOL

Google open doors to opportunities

There is a lot of things u can get from GOOGLE. and by alot i mean ALOTTTTTT. lol. this is hard for me. And seriously this is not funny. I've recently updated my skype status with, 'I googled something FUNNY' and actually there is nothing funny about it. It is actually, about me getting a job in Canada. I dunno, I can do alot of crazy things and most of it is just plain crazy. I was thinking of working abroad and how nice it would be. I can do anything, not just a doctor. I am capable of doing anything. lol. I know it would be nice to work in CANADA!! After a heartful conversation with my friends juz now regarding working back home??? hehe. I changed my mind in a matter of a sec. hehe. Please pray for the best. =)