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you really want DEFINITE????

there is definitely nothing that is DEFINITE in this life.... I know that I can confirmed that everything is going to be allright, great and fine!!!! But still, I'm working on it to be the way I want it to be. I dunno whether this much wirk I did is enuff, so, I pray to ALLAH to give me the best of everything!!!!! I can help it with my health but for now, I can still cope with the sickness!!! *random*

MaTURIty......~

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Immature or so called x berakal ...... that was me so long ago.... it was a state of mind I encountered years back when I didn't learn from any from my mistakes.. but now, I passed being naughty, unhelpful, regretting and irrational..... I wanna be GOOD... not just for others, but also myself..... if i'm taking care of myself, others will get their benefit too...... since, i'm the leader n not the follower, might s well i set the best example once and for all!!!! act like an ADULT!!! waytogo gal~

responsibility....

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i hate not to have the ability that i want or suppose to have!!!!! the ability to be RESPONSIBLE!!!!! I do have all the time in the world to figure out what to write in the reflective essay... bt still I ignore the hell of it!!!!! there is still tonnes of work to do...ie; EBM and stupid poster.... STUDY s well... to day a gal call me 'motivated' bcoz i came to grand rounds this morning.... I cant be more than flattered bcoz m nt dat kinda person....nak g toilet pon malas..... n still!!! now, m sitting on the couch doing nutin except fb!!!! enufff

A good example.....

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Setting a good example has always been my life mission.... Whenever I thought of doing good deed, there is only intention without the outcome.... I came to realize that until now, that I never ever really setting up a good example that could change someone in a better way. Since I didn't manage to accomplish my mission in the outside world, I hope that I could do it in the virtual world of blog. I know that inside each and everyone of us, there is always a good side within. Why not we emphasize that side, if it's very small, we spread them, if it's big, then all of us will have equal share of goodness. This share is the investment u'll make for the after-life.

Age is a BIG matter....

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Since ppl r not getting younger each day, then we should be a lil bit considerate with AGE. AGE is not just a number where u can compare between two ppl. AGE isn't really a three words that u can ignore when someone ask u bout it. AGE determines everything about yourself. Judgement, perspectives, rationality and opinion can also be based upon AGE. Here's da thing, if u r older, u have more experience, which is undeniable. But this doesn't mean that the experience u had were the same as every1 else, bt it's true that they thought alot. Sometimes, we encounter the same mistakes over and over again without realising that we r doing the wrong thing. So, always recall what u did everyday without missing the details. Coz every events has its own reason. dun mess up ur head to figure out the reason. There are really other important stuff out there!!!!

I'm looking at the bright side~

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I dont care if I dont stand a chance.... At least I've tried.... I did what I feel like doing.... There is no harm trying.... As I have experienced more than harm.... I guess, I can face everything now.... Strong is not complete without me..... Now, I will always stand with my way..... I can be anything I want to be..... Insya'allah......

There is still hope~

Hope??? yeah, when u look back, you may see that there is nothing worthy that u'd did. well, never feel hopeless, useless or even helpless. always pray n work hard on something so precious that u might never regret. u cant even imagine how life is full journeys that depends on u to decide!! u r an absolutely some1!!!!! without you, even a tree cant survive, one less vote in the election and there wont be pain during ur mom's labour. see, always look at the bright side!!!! cheer up n chillax..... the past is the past, there's always future to look after~

an INTRO

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This is the second edition..... As the first one is truly horrible, might as well I have a fresh beginning..... The thought of writing has always been running in my mind for the past few years, months, weeks, days and even this past few hours..... Well, ppl around me inspired me alot, why not it's my turn to show some tnx with sharing my thoughts..... Reading and writing can put my mind off the problems m facing now..... Lastly, I believe dat ISLAM completes me~